update Thursday November 15, 2007

I promise (myself) that this weekend I will get back to my daily blogging.  I am missing it, but I just don’t have anything left over right now.  All of my energy is going into keeping myself on target.  This week has been incredibly difficult, dealing with the loss of my grandma, my kids freaking cause I was gone and they are sad and clingy as well, feeling tired as hell from all of these emotions pouring through me, and just basically using all of my inner resources to keep moving and getting the shit that needs to get done done.  So, I haven’t feel off the edge of the world just yet, and I’m not planning to anytime soon.  Still meeting with my therapist, still getting supplemented with 4mg orally daily, will be getting the 5th stick on Tuesday…  And I think that I will try to make it to the Womens Meeting tonight.