I am just bumming around the house, not cleaning, but not sleeping the day away either. I made plans to have lunch with a friend tomorrow, so I am looking forward to that. I haven’t seen her in quite a while so it should be good, she’s always got some good gossip 
I think I am going to trek my ass over to the library and return some long overdue books, and maybe read some magazines or something. Fuck, why have I lost the ability to entertain myself? I know I used to do stuff, I just can’t seem to remember what it was. Probably getting high… When did I become so fucking boring? I raked leaves from my yard this morning, but couldn’t bring myself to do any actual gardening. I wish that there was some magic pill for motivation, goddess knows I could use some.
Category Cloud
Recent Posts
- Sunday, sunday….
- back to busy
- ladies that lunch
- bored but not sleeping
- As I was finishing up that last entry
Recent Comments
 | Cyn on pat on the back |
 | mothersall on Sunday, sunday…. |
 | Prester John on back to busy |
 | Benny Greenberg on ladies that lunch |
 | bottlecappie on bored but not sleeping |
Blog Stats
- 5,563 hits
Procrasti-NATION must end. I read your post and realized that you are just wandering around not exactly knowing where to go and what to do. End the procrastination by making the decision to do something. Set you goals, write that plan and get it going!
Benny
yattitude.wordpress.com
For addicts to be restless, irritable, and discontent is dangerous. It’s trite but try making a gratitude list. After all, you’re getting what you were so desperately wanting recently – down time. Enjoy it.
I didn’t sleep today either!
My magic motivation came in the form of a suprise visit from the landlord.
You know, this is the first year that both of your kiddos (and mine too) are in school full time. It’s no wonder that you’re at lose ends. Srsly, when was the last time that you had this much time to yourself? So I wouldn’t come down on yourself too hard for not having a swinging social life and ten hobbies to occupy your day.
We both gave up a large part of our identities looonng before we evah picked up a vicodin. Maybe it’s time for us now – to look after ourselves and figure out who we are and what we like again.
You are doing so great!